My first starving day
Hi! Today I bought laxatives I'll probably use just 2! I want to lose weight so bad! I hate my body! I hate the way I look! Yesterday I cut my wrists and it felt so good I even made a line for a song " It hurts so bad all these feelings inside but I don't care cuz I've found a way to let it go...for a while"! It describes so well my state of mind! I weight now 121 lbs! I know it's so much! 
I hate it! I'll do whatever it takes to lose weigh! My goal is 90 lbs and I know I'll make it someday, somehow! I gotta go now my parents got home! but I'll write here tomorrow! This will be my"secret" diary! 
Keep it strong
Luv, Innocent_Doll
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